What can i compare my situation to ?
well, lets see .

It's like when you're not quite old enough to admit
that you know the truth about Santa .
Both you and your parents know what's really going on
but noone wants to admit it .
Everyone's trying to keep what's left of your innocence
in the air for as long as possible .
It's like walking down and seeing your dad eating the cookies
you left out for Santa Claus .
you knew that he'd be the one eating them but
you didn't want to believe it .
so you run in the opposite directions, until
you reach your bed and hide under the covers,
pretending to have never seen a thing .