8.25.2009

iloveyou.

I keep having these dreams, they seem so real.
I'd do anything to make sure they weren't real.
Is it bad that this time I'm praying my dreams don't come true.

Oh, how badly I wish they'd come down already.

8.16.2009



"I don't want you to leave my side."





welcome to my world, babe.
I miss you more.


8.12.2009

what can you say?

That wasn't enough.
You couldn't just wave it in front of my face.
You just had to slap me across the face with it and rub it in, didn't you?
You just had to.
It's only human.
I'm only human.
Apperently you're not.
you're better than that.
I've come to realize, it's true.
They say the people who have the most, so to speak, are the lonliest.
They lead the lonliest lives.
Fake friends and lots of money are nothing.
It's unfourunate.
People don't see it.
The players and the popular girls.
Are as lonley as can be.
it's only human.
don't be jelous.

8.11.2009


You are amazing.
I hope you know that.
I'm not gonna lie, we've had major disagreements and there's been times when you've made me as jelous as can be.
But over the years, you've taught me alot.
I'd say I hate the fact that we go days, sometimes weeks without seeing each other.
But the truth is I don't mind.
Because I've got sooo many memories to look back at and I know, the next time we do see each other we'll make so many more.
I know, no matter how mad you are at me, I can come to you when somethings really wrong and everything will be okay again.
What's great about you, is thinking back to most of our fights, I was the one who was wrong and in most cases you were only mad because you were looking out for me and trying to make me happier.
I hope you know, I'm always here for you.
No matter what time of day,
what I'm doing,
who I'm with,
or where I am.
If something's ever wrong or amazingly greeeat, I want to know.
I want to be the first one you call.

because
iloveyou!

ps, don't ever change.