7.04.2010

all i've got to pass the time is memories.
the float weightlessly around my head, good and bad.
problem is, it gets difficult to decipher memories from what i've created in my head.
I've got enough time to go through every memory i have.
though I'm not exactly sure i want to.
over thinking is what I'm best at.
I'm going to sit here, picking apart everything you've said to me and find something wrong with it.
something fake, something i don't believe.
is it so horrible that i don't want to see what might actually be there?
is it so horrible that i'd like to stay happy for once?