sometimes when shit gets rough, i start to think that this is the end.
but I'm nowhere close.
as much as i sometimes wish i were.
this isn't going to mean anything to me in a month or two
and the rest of all this, is going to catch up to me.
you're the cause and cure.
but sometimes, you have to try a different remedy.
I just hope i can find that remedy before this disease means the death of me.
up from here?
I sure hope so.