I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream and dream I do..

Dreams, what are they meant for ?

Everytime I'm having a good dream, i wake up and realize it's not real.

Maybe they're there to show you what things would be like if everything was the way you wanted it to be.

Nightmares, what are they meant for?

I get panicked.

I wake up in a sweat, sometimes in tears, only to realize it's not real.

Maybe they're there to show you how lucky really are and that you should be thankful.

but what if you can't tell weather you're having a nightmare or not?

How are you suppossed to know what to do?, to strive for what has happend in the dream or be thankful what's happening in the dream isn't your reality.