12.29.2009

welcome back.


You're coming back.
I know you are, cause I'm not gonna let you drift any further.
I ran away from you, as fast as i could.
I don't know why I did it.
Cause I need you
, more than a singer needs a voice
, more than a heart needs a beat.
It's you and me, together.
It's you and me, forever.

12.28.2009





If I were a month, I’d be July.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday.
If I were a time of day, I’d be 4 am.
If I were a planet, I’d be Pluto.
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a sea turtle
If I were a direction, I’d be West.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a fainting chair.
If I were a historical figure, I’d be -
If I were a liquid, I’d be an acid .
If I were a gemstone, I’d be Onyx.
If I were a tree, I’d be an Aspen tree.
If I were a tool, I’d be a drill.
If I were a flower, I’d be an Anemone.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a thunderstorm.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a piano.
If I were a color, I’d be purple
If I were an emotion, I’d be apprehension.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a fig.
If I were a sound, I’d be a laugh.
If I were an element, I’d be Fire.
If I were a car, I’d be a pink Cadillac.
If I were a food, I’d be a lollipop.
If I were a place, I’d be Denver.
If I were a material, I’d be soft.
If I were a taste, I’d be spicy.
If I were a scent, I’d be cotton candy.
If I were an object, I’d be a stapler.
If I were a body part, I’d be an eye.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a puppy dog face .
If I were a song, I’d be Dear Blank .
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be flipflops.

12.24.2009


It is what it is , what's done is done .
What is there left to say?
I've got nothing left . 
So it's your turn, take the wheel and make a sharp left.
You've got to make things right, we're in the tunnel but where's the light ?
It's not up to me anymore, make your decision
cause I'm done .

12.17.2009

i wish you never had to leave



bare feet, sand between my toes, colored toe nail polish, flip flops, short shorts, long hair, dark tans, freckles, beach towels, water fights, late nights, technicolored drinks, fast cars, older boys, sleeping in, parks at midnight, getting kicked out, never kept in, smoking up, burning out, this is what summer is all about .
It's amazing how big of a difference something as simple as the weather can make .
Summer .  

12.07.2009

innocence .





The innocence that once lived within her soul
has been bruised, broken, torn and shred.
It has been exposed,
to things it never intended to see,
for something it never intended to be .

"And sometimes I stop and stare,
Though I know it's much better
If I just don't care.
Sometimes you stare back so long,
Why don't you just move,
Not keep me holding on?

Your kindness is awfully cruel,
When it just keeps me in love with you like a fool.
And seeing you every day
Just serves to keep me here, pining away.
Your emotions seem to be
At odds with all of the things you told me. And when you smile my way
I almost expect you to say... "

12.06.2009



"Do I deserve this?" I ask myself nervously, looking deep into your eyes.



As my steps lead the way
Your color turns to shade.
You're just a memory.

" I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out."

i'm an angry person, sowhat ?



I hope you choke on those words,
I don't think it's even possible
to swallow that much bullshit .