I'm afraid

I'm afraid
I'm afraid to try,
for fear I wont succeed.
I'm afraid to cry,
for fear I wont be able to stop.
I'm afraid to love,
for fear I wont be loved back.
I'm afraid to show,
for fear I wont be seen.
I'm afraid to smile,
for fear I haven't brushed in a while.
I'm afraid to laugh,
for fear I wont go down the right path.
I'm afraid to say goodbye for,
fear in the future Ill wonder why?
I'm afraid to bet,
for fear I will regret.
I'm afraid to open my eyes,
for fear Ill find lies.
I'm afraid to end,
for fear My life will soon Descend