12.03.2007

WhenIfallWillYourunToCatchme?


         just one tear by : K.L. mahon

"But they don't know do they? Only I know they only know my outer self, Only I know my inner self they don't know my sorrow.My anger. My guilt.They don't know the conflict inside me the arguments the fights the cruel horrible fights."

"I learned something from that tear I learned that sometimes you can be sure you know everything about the way you feel then suddenly you can realize that your wrong deep down you find what is not expected and everything is different."

11.16.2007

sHUtUP.!

Don't get to close
cause it spreads like thread
It'll turn to all that you dread
and your patients will rise like bread
Before you know it Ill mess things up
and when i try to apologize
you wont want to hear it.
SHUTUP.!

Idiot.

Idiot here reporting for duty.
Whats my mission sir?
I greet commands of stupidity and idiocy

Stupid here, reporting for duty.
Whats my mission Ma'am?
I'll do anything to be seen
but please don't be too mean
Or ill hit you like a bad gene.

PROMISE.

Promise yourself you wont look at me like that.
Promise me you'll take all that you said back.
Promise yourself you wont fake.
Promise yourself you wont come near me.
You'll fear me.
Just stay away my friend cause when you come around you act and pretend
to flirt is a stupid overrated trend.
Just go away.
Make my misery end.

imthecoolestkidyouknowcauseiwritepoemsthatmakenosenceandbarelyrhyme.

Carry me while i still believe I'm light

Fight with me while I can still put up a fight

Dance with me while i can still twist and twirl

Hold me while you still make my stomach whirl

Stop talking to me and set me free (let me be.)

Kill me while I still believe were meant to be.

10.21.2007

I'm afraid

I'm afraid
I'm afraid to try,
for fear I wont succeed.
I'm afraid to cry,
for fear I wont be able to stop.
I'm afraid to love,
for fear I wont be loved back.
I'm afraid to show,
for fear I wont be seen.
I'm afraid to smile,
for fear I haven't brushed in a while.
I'm afraid to laugh,
for fear I wont go down the right path.
I'm afraid to say goodbye for,
fear in the future Ill wonder why?
I'm afraid to bet,
for fear I will regret.
I'm afraid to open my eyes,
for fear Ill find lies.
I'm afraid to end,
for fear My life will soon Descend