You're scaring me, now.

I don't want you to be the same and I'm praying you're not.

We were lying in my bed and you were looking me in the eyes, it was anything but usual, not awkward at all.
"You have green eyes, they're pretty." you said.
Once again, a huge smile covered my face and as usual I pulled my hand up infront of my mouth.
We had discussed this before, the fact that I'm always trying to hide my smile.
"Don't hide your smile. I like it, it's cute. It compliments your eyes." you said.
you're melting my heart, and there's nothing I can do to stop you.

I'll follow you into the dark.

It scares me to think you have me in this position.

and you know it too, you could break every bone in my body

and all I would do is comment on how cute you look when you're trying to force death upon someone.

I miss you too.

I really do.

but I'm scared to say this again.

Last time i finally let my guard down, i was beaten brutally by a stupid little thing called love.

Now I don't know how long it'll take me to do it again.

goodbye.

Everytime I see you,

you look at me as if you want something more,

like you're seeking some sort of a reaction.

The honest truth -- I don't give a shit.

You did exactly what I wanted you to do,

I wanted you to prove all of my friends right so I could go back to be loyal to them,

I wanted you to fuck up and that's exactly what you did.

so thanks, for making what I wanted to do so much easier.

we both know I'm no good at hurting people.

I'm not gonna beg for your attention the way you want me to.

I'm not gonna run after you, I'm not gonna text you every five minutes, I'm not gonna look in your direction.

Cause for once you made me happy.

I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye,no I don't on second thought, I just fuckin' wished he would die.